||[Jun. 26th, 2007|08:13 pm]
I have noticed over the last few months that a darker side of me that I never knew I had is coming out. I seem more at home with darkness and underworldfeatures then I am use to. Granted I have always enjoyed things like Vampires, Lycanthropes, Magickal craft, and the power of the Moon and Nature, but I feel more drawn now to it then ever before.|
It is as if I want to become more one with it. Perhaps not all of it, but something. Over the past 3 years, I have gotten 3 tattoos, but 1 is religious in nature (penticle). The others are vampiric in symbolizim and nature. I find myself reading more about fact of, rather then fiction and I am more drawn in my dreams about these subjects that at times, I awake from deep slumber, thinking I was something more then what I am now.
Is there something I can do to better understand why this is happening or a meditation I can go to?